_____i will be                                                 `here [for*ever]
Thursday, November 06, 2008

update.
with sorrows.


sad, tired, disappointing, useless, cry-baby, jealousy, weak heart, sick, depressed, heart break, stupid, weakling, XUN
tts all mi !!!

i cant be tt strong who u wan mi to be..
i can tryy with all my might..
but for now, i dun even have the strength to pull myself up.
i noe i shld expect tt long ago..
but i wasnt ready yet..
or maybe i nv will.
i'm not independent..
i rely too much.. i'm weak..
tts bcos the feelings are way beyond i can manage and not to be liddat.
i admit my heart is weak..
but the pain inside is really unbearable...
tears, best friend..
follow mi whereever i go..
but i'm tiredd.. really tiredd..
i dunnoo when i can stop cryingg..
u got your own stuffs and i got mine..
but yours are tight.
maybe i'm tie-ing u down.. too much tt it irritates u..
u are not ?! if i were u, i'll be so fcking pissed off with tis unreasonable gal le.

haiz.. i juz wan those dreams that we dreamt tgt..
wateva it takes, i muz endure hurr...
even if i cry all night ?! emo all day ?!

i juz wan to be with you.
我只想每一分每一秒都可以在你身边.. :(
对不起我爱你!
you're everything,
without you, life would be nothing.


dun wori.. i'm juz emo :X


*__ friendss foreverr \ - @ 11/06/2008 09:16:00 AM



+me+


-CYNTHIA
-cold princess
-scorpio;28101990
-krAngi pri.. south view pri..Aes..singapore poly..(:
-now ?! DPFM/1A/02.. hehex.. property and facilities management lar !!
-CSCS.. cold CmcC's freAksss
-lame~~~
-crazy
-blur
-slow
do all these match mii ?! wuahhax

+lurveess+


-purple,pink,blue,black =D
-cute stuffs
-tigger
-hanging out with my friends
-take neoprints with my friends
-chat over phone with my friends
-surprises
-westlife
-jay chou
-JJ

+detest+


-spiders!
-cockroaches
-ppl stepping my foot when i'm wearing slippers
-liars
-betrayers
-ppl who say valgarities to mi

+my wishlist+


-to be xin fu
-got e best wateva i do :P
-hav my dream hse.. in my dream only lar >.<
-to be a CSI detective. hmm, grossy ?! pastierre... dunno how to spell.. oppS !
-all my friends and family will be happy all the time
-i will be happy all the time too

+my archives+

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+my linkiess+

*__bingyang
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*__christie
*__stephanie
*__shiying
*__fizah
*__xinrong
*__sarah
*__rasyiqa
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*__siewgeok
*__yeeting
*__huiying
*__xuele
*__jingyu
*__darren
*__dacai
*__yinling
*__bucheng
*__lici
*__charles
*__weeteck
*__shulan
*__esther
*__chrislyn
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*__grace
*__Julia
*__peiyan

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